i fucked my sisters ex boyfriend
and i was blackout drunk. i dont know whats wrong with me. i told her and she is furious, i told her it was okay because i hate myself too. i feel so numb to whatever i do. I know that i shouldnt drink so much. i know that i fucked her ex. i know that it was a bad thing to do. i said sorry because i know that was the right thing to do. i said i felt horribly because i know that is what she was expecting but i dont feel horribly. in fact i dont feel anything.
