wow, im really feeling a little panicked lately about the state of my eating. i cant trust my eyes anymore, i see old pictures and i think that i have gained weight since then but the number on the scale is the same/lower... maybe i cant trust the scale then.

wow, im really feeling a little panicked lately about the state of my eating. i cant trust my eyes anymore, i see old pictures and i think that i have gained weight since then but the number on the scale is the same/lower… maybe i cant trust the scale then.

i really dont know, but christmas break is coming up which means ill be at home

good:

-24 hr gym (and i wont be too busy to work out

-healthy food around

-lots of coffee and tea

bad:

-all my friends will want to hang out and drink together and shit

-HOLIDAYS= cookies, cake, hot chocolate, and everything else evil in this world

-i wont have studying and school to distract me