December 2010
105 posts
fml.
so i ordered a pair of size 26 black jeans that came in the mail today from urban outfitters and as i held them up my dad commented oh come onnnn.. your not even gonna be able to fit one leg in thosee! now i know he doesnt know abbout the extent of my eating/weight problems , but i still find that comment highly insensitive. they ended up fitting perfectly which made me feel better but still! im...
When I see ugly people in a relationship, and I'm...
goodbyethunderthighs:
ohitztyler:
amandacoolpants:
always!!!!!!!!! i’m like “how come they look so happy together and I can’t find anyone…”
i’m so mean hahah but seriously…. why?
3 pm: half honey whole wheat bagel (130)
1 tbsp peanut butter (95)
second half of apple and pb (150)
ive been a total slacker with recording all that im eating so im starting again now!
11 am- half apple with peanut butter (175)
now im going shopping for late christmas gifts! wish me luckk
Reblog if your tumblr is a complete secret to all...
absolutly hahah i have an anxiety attack everytime someone else uses my laptop casue im wondering if i left tumblr up or if its on my historyy!
smoke breakkk
:)
PET PEEVE
ommmmgg. i have seen this way too many times!
people LOSE weight so their pants are LOOSE!!
you dont loose weight… stop being ignorant. pick up a book.
Cross the line if you don’t like to talk about...
insomnia
fuck this insomnia… its 330 and i still havent gone to bed yet.. i dont possibly think its from consuming too litte. i think i have been eating like a pig and i disgust myself. i have a family lunch tomorrow at noon haha so i really should get some sleep for that.. i guess i just like feeling like im all alone in the house at night.. i watch shows on my computer dance around to music stalk...
im scared to start college… these are all people that i have never met beforee and could completely reinvent myself.. i just feel like i need more time. more time to lose weight i want to be so tiny and skinny when i go to my first class wrapped up in some big sweater. basically im jsut scared and i hatee myself. and im scared thta everyone else will hate me too.
11323) I'll stop when someone actually notices
Reblog if you're a thinspo blog.
FUCK i had a huge binge last night…. it was horrible and it was RIGHT before bed. i wanted to purge sooo badly but i didnt let myself because it has become too much of a habit.. today has been good so im trying to make up for it, but i feel like shit and all my friends are home for the holidays i want to be able to go out with them and have a good time but its hard cause there is food and...
Reblog if you're 15 lb/~6.5 kg or less away from...
That awkward moment when somebody in your family...
OH GOD, SWIPE THE HARDRIVE. OH GOD, BURN THE WHOLE THING
HAHAHAHAH I LOVE IT…. literally me everday.
My iPod on full blast, me dancing in my room
featherlightbonethin:
dreamingbones:
bonesandsoul:
I’m like
imaginary audience is like
my mom walks in seeing me like
she’s looking at me like
I see her and I’m like
she walks away like
I see her leave and I’m like
story of my life
YES
im sitting in my bed with a big mug of green tea contimplating wheater or not to get my nipple pierced….i love piercings but i dont want it to come off as trashy or slutty… what do you guys think??
Reblog if you need to finally go binge-free this...
ribsplease:
I WILL FOLLOW EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.
ughh i just ate pure shitt! i hate myself so much after i binge i just want someone to walk up to me and sock me in the stomach so it hurts really badlyy i want some kind of physical pain to make this internal pain feel more legitimate….
ew
huge binge this morning about 600 cals in all…. so i probably wont be hungry for lunch and then i will have a small breakfast and try to keep everything under 1000 cals for the day..
FUCK INSOMIAA
why cant i sleeeeeppp
I LOVE KID CUDI.
where are all the college age weight-loss blogs?
iwannalooklike:
livetheskinnylife:
bulgetobeauty:
onmywaygoingnowhere:
as much as i love my young followers, i really need some girls i can relate to more/get support from.
re-blog or like this. i want to follow you ALL xx
RIGHT HERE! (:
mee :D
HAI BBIES!
im so close i can taste itttt..... no pun intended...
whenever i feel depresssed i just turn on old 90’s hip hop and start dancin like a fool hahaha