February 2012
8 posts
so i weight 114 now.... lost ten lbs since new...
awesome except for the fact that i binged and purged for the first time in a while tonight…
January 2012
12 posts
adderall > food
i fucked my sisters ex boyfriend
and i was blackout drunk. i dont know whats wrong with me. i told her and she is furious, i told her it was okay because i hate myself too. i feel so numb to whatever i do. I know that i shouldnt drink so much. i know that i fucked her ex. i know that it was a bad thing to do. i said sorry because i know that was the right thing to do. i said i felt horribly because i know that is what she was...
Free people NY lookbook
Free people NY lookbook feat Karlie kloss
December 2011
14 posts
casually woke up this morning in a stranger girls...
walk out into common room
girl: “oh hey, your up….who are you?”
me: “uh…lucy…who are you?”
#howdoisignupforAA
wow, im really feeling a little panicked lately...
i really dont know, but christmas break is coming up which means ill be at home
good:
-24 hr gym (and i wont be too busy to work out
-healthy food around
-lots of coffee and tea
bad:
-all my friends will want to hang out and drink together and shit
-HOLIDAYS= cookies, cake, hot chocolate, and everything else evil in this world
-i wont have studying and school to distract me
im feeling kind of uninspired lately...
I need something to really light a fire under me….
November 2011
58 posts
so i finally weighed myself on my parents scale...
its just that ive been bingeing all week so while im happy that i still am around 115, it just makes me wonder what i was at the beginning of the week because i cant see the difference in my arms and legs!
